Friday, October 16, 2009

All that I am.

I hate this cold weather,so much. Though I love it in moments like this. Warm under my blanket,drinking hot coco and thinking. I've been thinking a lot lately only because a lot has been going on. Boys,Family,School & Friends. The usual.

School is going well so far,I guess. I'm not passing my first 2 classes though :[ Why must they be so early :|. Family,well that's all over the place. They annoy me so much. I cant deal with the people in my house. I'm practically the youngest and they're all so immature. Ew,just ew -__-

Now to the important stuff,lol.
Why must everything NOT work out for me. I mean I like this boy and unfortunately nothing can be done only because our friendship is not worth breaking up. Or is it? The questions,make my mind go insane. Damn it.
Friends,I feel like I've lost one of my closest friends this week. Sometimes I just say too much when I don't need to and say too little when I need to. Its a problem I need to fix. I'm very upset by this,'cause I have no idea on how to approach him about it and apologize. I'll ponder about this.

The weekend is here and hopefully it goes by nice and easy,Goodnight.