Saturday, December 26, 2009

Down to earth.

"So its up to to you and its up to me,That we meet in our middle way,On our way back down to earth"

Wow,I haven't blogged for more than a month. I knew something was missing in my life. I really needed to write. I just don't have time anymore. I miss this. I miss blogging. Writing freely where no one can change me. Read and accept it.

Where should I start?

Hmm. School.

so in the past month that I haven't blogged,Ive managed to fail four classes. Im not proud and Im workin' on those grades.

Family,surprisingly the relationship between me and my family has gotten so much better. Im glad,I really am.

Friends. I am at a point where I lack friends. People just cant take the way I am. My best friend has gone M.I.A and I have nowhere to turn to and Im all upset because I need to vent. I want to vent here,but I know friends of mine who actually read this and idk...

ugh,well yesterday was christmas and like every single one of my friends went to the movies. Not together,but still. Im upset because everyone always complains how Im never able to hang out. Thats not the issue,the issue is no one ever tells me whats going on so how the fxck am I supposed to know. I really should STOP relying on friends. Well so called friends.
I will blog more tomorrow. Im extremely tired,and I need to relax.

Dear blog of mine,I will continue to tell you about my life journeys and the complications I go through.

goodnight ♥