Omg,I hate my house so much. I dont like when people who have NOT been there in my life try to take control in my life. My stepdad is the biggest asshole ive seen. He thinks he could just walk up to me and yell at me and expects me to reply to him in a proper manner. This douchebag did not fxckin' raise me. Im turning sixteen in 18 days and I think I know what I want and need in life and what I should choose. My mother raised me,he didnt so why does he fxckin' think he could just act like he's my father? The answer to that I dont know,But what i do know is that I cant take this. My mother takes his side when I yell back and her excuse to him yelling at me is "thats the way he is" WELL,so am I. Fxck this bullshit. 2 more years and I could leave this house. Better yet the sooner the better. I cant wait for my birthday so I can finally get a job and NOT even stop in this house,only to sleep. Have my own money and not ask my mother for anything. I have never been a fan of depending on someone even my mother so soon enough I'll be able to do it all my own.
People freakin' disgust me. Not only in my house. Just in general I have learned to hate everything and everyone. Seriously,I cant take any of this.
My head hurts so much. I destroyed my room out of anger. Im crying my eyes out as I type this and at the end of the day does any one really care about what im writing? the answer to that is NO. People pretend that they care but they dont. They have their own problems as do I. So if you dont care why should I?
*Dont throw your problems at expecting me to give great advice. I have my own problems and I dont need this. If you need me I'll be here with my arms open but if you dont like what i say dont try to start something about it.
If someone stops talking to me or ignoring me trust me I wont give a shit.
Needless to say,Im numb to all feelings but anger.
have yourself a goodnight ♥
Nice to meet you.
